just me and my usual mouth going

well I'm sitting here in the airport with Gucci on my lap. this hp computer is not that bad its kinda kick ass I'm so mad my alarm was a no go. this is great that this airport is not bad with security and getting threw. my one thing is that they have been very very nice to my lil boy Gucci. I'm going to miss the ocean state for the next week ill be without my pagan friends but will not be without my Louie. i have brought a wide array of my Louie  bags on me. from room decor and lock bags. im so so happy that Gucci is a good boi and dose not bark. this will be my 1st Christmas with my ..... MY FAMILY..... MIKE GUCCI AND I
                                               my Christmas and yule will be what i have been wanting since Michael and I met and Gucci was then a part of our lives i feel this is what i has been putting off and creating a little bit of tension between us for not being together on such an important part of a relationship. better to have Christmas with the one you love then a Christmas without and over the phone and text. I pry this is what will heal what unintential wounds we may have but not know. to a merry Christmas to all and yule to my pagan friends and loved ones  


                                                                                 TBOI out till i land in Chi town

Happy YULE don't fret for the time is for cheer not fear

to all my fellow pagans. yule is here and what better time to count our blessings. one our lovely fellowship and community. Leaders teachers mentors and friends and just our family. We tend not to notice the smallest things during this time of great giving. A smile a hug just a gesture can be all that we rightfully need in the way of the cosmos. many overlook kindness as a way of life and not a potential gift to others. someone who has had what they feel is the worst day maybe a flat tire or a fender bender. a kind look or smile could be your way of saying everything will and can be ok if you just remove the negative and replace it with a positive. i know I'm thinking I cant do that myself, why try to tell others. but believe it has been done how many people have had to brake threw there tears fears and emotions and wind up do the best at that time. some work better under pressure. others not so much. but to ball up all your negativity around this time and to think of past losses or falling outs with people and just plane rudeness can seep into your everyday actions. i smudge my room every few days hey maybe once a day if i need be.what is trying to be said is if you seek enlightenment with negativity on your heels or back of your mind its always just the negativity that will take front and center. do whatever you do to clear your mind and when you feel free then possibly you are. then go into the light open arms open heart and with love. as i post this post to you all think of what i said and read it aloud for in this message there could be found just one glimpse of tranquility and empowerment. with love i go in peace Tommy  BLESSED BE

What dose pagan mean to you

Well reading and knowing everything in the world can't just be what those in the catholic church wants you to believe. Ya god is real but really how much of the bible is from Jesus himself. Most is post Jesus therefor after Jesus died. So there is most of what we can say is written to pursued someone to believe that it's the of the lord. As science and technology gets so advanced we have seen that maybe the burning bush might of been from a mushroom maybe a good trip. We have found in every human there is a jean or part of our jeans that is called the god jean that makes or has the potential to make us have faith in a higher being. I believe there is a god and not just one. If many even Greeks, Romans, and Egyptians all believed in many, and an abundance of gods and goddess. Over time the ruling of Europe and other places soon take the back seat to the Raman catholic church. So the still to this day have 90% say in everything. Now we all don't think that with all the power and money the church has can quiet many. But our beliefs or set on writing after a profit passes is understood I guess. No one seen how it needed to be written or taken serious. But threw out the bible it many times says Jesus spoke or the lord the said. Um do you remember the game telephone ya I believe the church I going on some good but really one god for all our worldly problems. I think it more that there are helpers like other gods why not. Well I'm just saying there is a lot to dwell on. Don't hate just think before you brake one of your own gods commandments. Think long and hard.