Life with my f'ed up sleeping pattern

Well all was fine. Till I have been dealing with a hard time getting to sleep, and not being able to do anything during the day! Seeing I have been falling asleep early am. Now I'm taking 4:30 to 5am. It's been a buch bullshit I have a life, and if I have to fight this then. I will even if it means taking my sleep medicine that I haven't in months, but I so need my regular sleep back it drives me to complete inability to function till after I sleep till way after 1pm. It's a big stressor for me and my family. I have over come this once before but it seems like I'm plagued with the problem again. To brake this will be my doing, and my loss of my constructive sleep schedule seems it wil be in my reach when I master my ability to sleep. When I need, and that's taking matters into my hands. I do not want to watch the day pass me away! Not being  able to enjoy the great warmth of the spring and summer days in the close day's. This is where I ask you all... Am I the only one who has been plagued with this awful offsetting problem in these lately beautiful nights and days past.